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| "yeah you can stop talking, i get it." |
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| hokay the last post was really out of anger. i really need to insert lots of understanding into things. i really need to learn i shouldn't force anything on anyone. i am really happy recently, i spend a lot of time relaxing, and i'm having the time of my life before school starts. i think my course will be one truckload of stress to burden. in any case, it is still worth looking forward to. anyway..........................the orphanage is a great movie. go catch it everybody. ciaoz 
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| "dad, im going to buy on laptop on the 4th." "okay, then?" "oh, just wanna ask how much you're able to sponsor me?" "i have no money" "i know. you always say that." __________________________________ why did i even ask, seriously. sometimes you just wanna try your luck, right. it's not like as if giving me 5bucks a day is so much of a big deal, and it's not that i don't appreciate that. (contradicting i know, i appreciate, but i hate it cuz you think it's the biggest deal ever) you're just showing me your level of responsibility - negativity. i wanted to say "well you can start saving up now. you've got around one week more?" but my brain refused to send a message to my nerves for that sentence. guess it's friggin' pissed as well. |
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